دلنوشته کامل شده انگلیسی not anymore|Translated by Ensiyeh

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[THANKS]They say that you can read the words of human beings through your eyes[/THANKS][THANKS][/thanks][THANKS]

But I say no because you can not read my words from my eyes ... And maybe it is possible but you are not literate[/THANKS]​

 

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[THANKS]I want to hug you ... hug you and press you hard[/THANKS][THANKS][/thanks][THANKS]

But pity ... pity you are not here[/THANKS]​

 

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[THANKS]My head hurts .... My head hurts a lot[/THANKS][THANKS][/thanks][THANKS]

My head hurts because of our fights that I took from your heart with one or two romantic words
My head hurts[/THANKS]​

 

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[THANKS]See how disgusted I was .... I exploded from the sorrow of the world[/THANKS][THANKS][/thanks][THANKS]

How confused I am .... Do not go back if you go[/THANKS]​

 

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[THANKS]Do not close your eyes .... do not laugh at me .... understand me[/THANKS]​

 

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[THANKS]I'm sorry, do not torment me in anyone else in this world ... if I knew you would be struck by a person so soon ... I would go ... I would get lost in a thousand memories ... then tell me again to give this person[/THANKS]​

 

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[THANKS]If he believed that I loved him! ... I do not know why .... but he did not believe damn[/THANKS][THANKS][/thanks][THANKS]

He did not believe in anything
I knocked on the door myself! .. on the wall! ... but he could not believe it[/THANKS]​

 

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[THANKS]Sometimes I feel so bad that even eating a fist, a fist of a pill does not calm me ‌‌ .. to anyone I say I feel bad[/THANKS]​

 

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[THANKS]Each person may be given the opportunity to speak once or more[/THANKS][THANKS][/thanks][THANKS]

But I think I got the same opportunity to be here now
I am not a depressed person and I am not an addicted person ... I just rejected a little ... my brain is exploding due to what is happening around me..I will not kill anymore ... and that is what makes my condition worse[/THANKS]​

 

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[THANKS]They say when you play the saddest instrument[/THANKS][THANKS][/thanks][THANKS]

When I'm upset, I really want to play the instrument ... not a song ... I want to break the instrument into pieces

They say when you listen to the saddest song
When I'm upset, I want to listen to Cape Sand

They say talk to someone when you are upset
When I am sad, I want to be both blind and deaf so that I can neither hear nor see anything, or my world is different from yours, or everyone is taking a nap.

The end[/THANKS]​